BC In the First......An Intro

5:28am............The reasons???  Well they may yet reveal themselves.  Suficed to say that I am sitting in front of this screen looking for something that was lost.  The problem??  What the hell did I loose exactly.  Cliche' would say.."I lost a part of myself."  or maybe this one..."I lost a piece of my soul."  nah to corny.  "I lost my sanity?" Ok that may actually be a little closer to the truth of this matter.  I lost something.......*watching the blinking cursor*

*watching somemore*

Yeah....I lost something.  Close enough.  Introductions should be first I guess.

Name: The Black Chick 
Age: Well over consent but not yet a (and I cringe at this term)  Cougar.
Location:  The Hot ass summer in the South.

First few Random facts:  I hate my Tattoo,  I like Ketchup with salt in it, and I'm scared of the dark.

So back to the introspection.  My internal compass has been spinning and spinning and spinning out of control for a while now. I can't say I know why and I can't even remember when it started but I looked down at my naked foot the other day and couldn't figure out where I was going.  In life that is.  Nothing is as it seems to be and it appeares that what I thought was my own reality was a scripted soap opera (Badly written mind you) that stars me as the fool in the middle.  I lost something in there and I can't figure out what.  So how do I find out and then how can I find my way back to the country of In the Know? 

I guess we will find out......sometime.  Hopefully before December next year because I hear that the Anni-some one is coming back and we are all gonna perish.   That is a damn sham because I just learned how to ride a motorcycle and I love that thing.  Damn Oprah.....why couldn't I get a spot in your auidence.